I am scrared everyday to not be productive enough. I am scared every minute that I amnot doing the most important thing I am suppose to do. It is paralysing, it makes me procrastinate…a lot!

A good advice would be: give yourself a break, dont put som much pressure on yourself! True, I try this one…Didn't really work out. Everytime the exact same question come back again and again: What do you really want to be doing?

And everyday I think to myself "Tonight I will think seriously about it!". And every night I find another place to put my focus on. At least working a things make me progress, a little bit.

I remember my friend telling to me just recently "My problem before was that I spend to much time thinking about thing, and not doing any progress. At that moment it is a good time to stop thinking and just do…eventually the answer you are looking for will come naturally". So every night, I dont think and I do stuff. But it would be clever to know what I spend my time doing and make a review, at the end of the week, or the month and see what project I spend most time on. Can maybe be an indicator of what I like to do most.

I use the term "project" because it sound fancy, but actually I could have call them "stuff", that include: blogging, making connections for my incubation idea in my home town 2 years form now (ex: Yesterday I wrote an interview of myself that might be published in a newsletter of Chinese business from Reunion Island, if it gets publish, it is a good way to get in touch with a very powerful lobby group in my hometown), iWeekend, developing my own online service…

So these are the "projects". New appear and disappear everyday.

But then there are the "tasks", things I want to do – or just do- without necessarily knowing what is the aim. Ex: Reading Founders at Work. Cool it is interesting but isnt it a way to procrastinate and not getting started? Like the testimony of this guy who spend 1 year attending start-up event to "prepare himself" until he realize he should have started straight away and would have learnt so much more!

The truth is (and I realize I use this expression a lot).. it is scaring out there! And??exactly??like last year, same time of the year, I am still scared of myself. Scared I wont be strong enough to pull off the entrepreneurship life. The main obstacle to success is Yourself.